Blur times ten.

This medications is really messing with my mind. I can hardly think straight much less make a proper decision on anything. I laugh at random things. I zone out. I can't focus on serious things beyond 5 minutes. Things slip my mind. Thus far this past few days, the only thing I have done that is memorable enough for me to remember are mindless fun. Sigh. Can't wait to get off the meds. Seriously. I want ME back. I am so blur... I wanna slap myself silly.